Tuesday, January 31, 2006
4:31 PM
I guess this only appeals to people who have their birthdays on the festive occasions. IT'S A BLOODY KILLJOY, don't you think so? You get neglected. My own mom wished me Happy Chinese New Year and conveniently forgot to wish me Happy Birthday. I never want my birthday on Chinese New Year again.
Chinese New Year wasn't great, but I can't say it was really bad. You have to wake up early(there goes your precious sleeping time). Waking up early makes people grumpy, and that can't be good. Woke up like 10? The usual in the morning and then it was off to Grandma's for lunch. Sat around, sat on a rocking chair and fell asleep. Everyone took freaking long to leave the house. Usual meeting place was at Grand Aunt's house to visit the relatives on Mom's side. Quite a few ang baos, so it was quite okay ^^ I can't connect with my 'aunts' and 'uncles'. We only meet once a year, swear. We have nothing in common. They're like a year older than me, yet we don't talk.
Next, Uncle's House(Dad's side). Went there for dinner. Stupid bro and dad played mahjong. Why I called them stupid? Cuz they played with the pros, namely my big aunt and big cousin who play at Keppel Club every friday while my dad hasn't played in a long time and my brother's still learning. Even more stupid was that they agreed to play with cash. So, of course they lost. Although they won a few games, but in the end they still lost quite a lot. I think they lost $120? HAHA, serves them right. I'm sorry for being very mean but that's just bloody stupid. It's a good lesson for my bro, and also about 2 days pay for him. Hope he learned. x)
Played blackjack and in between at Kenny's that night. Uncle Larry is like the bloody best banker. He can start out with a little, yet after 2 hours, he had this big stack of coins and notes, enough for two budget tickets to Bangkok. He's either really lucky or he's using Kenny's trick cards deck. But hey, i'm not complaining. I earned 10 bucks. Extra allowance >=] I love blackjack.
I got like 4 ang baos for my birthday. Enough to buy myself a present and cake and still have some spare. Yay. So I should strike out the " more money" part on my wish list right? But I don't think the amount's enough to last me for at least a month, so I'll just leave the wish of getting " more money" there in hope that some very KIND people might give me some sympathy cash(foreign currency of reasonable value and checks welcomed :D).
Saturday, January 28, 2006
11:47 PM
Happy Chinese New Year to one and all. (: May you all get lots of ang baos and have fun visiting your relatives, as well as playing mahjong and blackjack. Sigh, I can't celebrate my birthday on my birth date. That sounds weird but yea.. Oh well, gotta deal with it. Have fun yea ya'll?
Friday, January 27, 2006
5:52 PM
Went out with Shearen to Orchard after CNY celebration today. First time I went out with Shearen only(for awhile). Had LJS, and Shearen actually ATE. Joy to the world. Then, we walked around Heeren. And was joined by David. We went to the library@Orchard. I didn't know there was a library at Orchard, swaku.And walked around after that.
I didn't feel good about intruding on their privacy, so when they went parkway I went home. Fuck, I hate St Pat's guys. They came onto the double decker, this group of them. I was sitting on the second deck at the end of the bus, and they came and sat down around the back. I think they were playing a fool, trying to de siao me or smth. But I really wasn't in the mood to laugh along, so I just stoned. Then one of the dudes came and sat beside me, all of them were speaking in malay, so I couldn't understand what the hell they were saying, but they kept saying the word "malu" quite a few times. I think that they thought I was embarrassed that he sat beside me or something. I continued stoning and staring out the window and they just kept talking super loudly. I turned my ipod volume to max, pressed my stop, stood up and said " Fuck". Then, i walked off. I don't give a shit when I'm not in the mood.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
7:52 PM
Mr V. Tan is a meanie, he seperated Nicole from me. The class is gonna be quiet from now on. ): I know we make a lot of noise, buuuuut, it makes class more fun.. Now that's the fun's gone.. I don't feel like going to school anymore.
Had english test today. I wrote crap and am probably gonna fail the compre but I don't really give a fuck anymore. English sucks. Watched the CNY rehearsal today. What can I say? Zhang sang well, but he needs to work on his presentation on stage, lol. Don't keep holding the mike stand. Zhuo.. urm..let's just say the ending part was the best part ever cuz she stopped singing. The ickle lil crooners(sec1s or 2s) were very urm..rehearsed and FAKE(they dont even know how to lip-sync). Flava was all about booty shaking, and the real crooners(the 4 dudes) were good. (:
Tomorrow, i'm going to be a no-lifer and go home after school. Not cuz F.O.D. is home, but I just don't feel in the mood to go out anymore since everyone's busy..SO, why not go home and SLEEP. Sleep is good. Ah, the sad life of a no-lifer..
*Random Thoughts
They got me thinking today. I thought about it too, but I thought more about it today. I realise that they ARE right. I'm nothing saying that I will follow their advice but it did get me thinking. We don't go out, very seldom. We don't talk in school, cuz we have different friends. We're just like plain old schoolmates, say Hi and nothing more. I envy them, it's like they're both really into it and I can feel their affection for each other. They spend time in each other's company. I feel kinda failure-ish, it's like there's never gonna be anything coming out of it. Maybe there isn't a need for such things, but if these things weren't there, then the feeling isn't either. What would it be called then? Friendship? I don't know..I hope things will change..
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
5:20 PM
I know this post has no connection whatsoever to anything that happened today or any day, but I just wanted to show my appreciation.
Friendship is a human relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection. Friends will welcome each other's company(in Parkway,lol) and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of putting the other's interests before one's own. Their tastes will be similar(Emo,Punk Rock,BLACK) and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities(BEACH). They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice(this should be all too familiar for Nicole) and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust(I love you all(: ) that someone or something will not harm them.
To be absolutely sure that I will not be bias towards anyone in particular, I'll not name names but you all know who you are. Thanks for everything. (: Pls try to keep this Friday free!
2:45 PM
*Warning : This is not a post to be read by Punk rock/Rock/Indie/Emo fans.
Backstreet's back!:D After 3 years, they're finally back! I know some backstreet fans have stopped supporting them ever since they left and thought them dead and passe. However, it was great to have them back. They sang the old songs that you never got to hear anymore in the past few years . They brought back memories of those songs all so clearly. It was heart warming. (: In case you don't know, this year marks 13years the BSB have been together.
Albums that they've had:
Backstreets Boys(1997)
Millenium(1999)
Black and Blue(2000)
Hits:Chapter One(2001)
Songs sung at the concert(not in actual order) :
Larger Than Life
All I Have To Give
More Than That
Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely
The Answer To Our Life
I Want It That Way
As Long As You Love Me
Quit Playing Games With My Heart
Shape Of My Heart
Climbing The Walls
Just Want You To Know
Incomplete
Never Gone
I Still
Crawling Back To You
[Encore]
Everybody(Backstreet's Back)
It started at about 8.30 and ended around 10.15. Then, there was the encore. I met Harris,lol that asshole. He got better seats and his is free. ): Plus, May and Choy were there! The MTV VJs. The concert rocked. They sung super well, no off keys. Only sad part was that, Nick Carter was fucking fat. Aiy... sad case. He was the cutest. Lalala, when I got home, I remembered I had to study for History, do my A Math and my Chinese. So I felt sick. And didn't go to school. :D
Monday, January 23, 2006
9:17 PM
Today was a fun day. 2/3 of the class got sent out of class during double periods of A Maths cuz we didn't do the homework. The class got admired by the corridor-walkers. (: And for that, Ada Tan made us stay back after the A maths test after school to do textbook questions, fun huh?
During geog, to quote what Mildred Yap said, " You all aren't very bright, that's why you should copy." Well, so much for self-esteem booster. I feel discriminated and downright insulted. What fking right does she have to decide for us and to determine how bright we are or aren't just merely because we don't follow her when she's teaching. DISCRIMINATION. Like she's very bright herself. And it's not as thought we're too dumb to follow her lesson, it's because her words have neither meaning, a start nor an end. So, she can't label us as 'NOT VERY BRIGHT' because she's the one who needs to sort out her priorities.
Nicole : Cher, what's that? Sorry, can you explain, cuz we're not very bright.
Mildred : You're right, you all are not very bright. Urmm.. (proceeds to NOT answer the question but just to give us a picture of what it was and hope that we would understand wtf the picture meant even though we're not very bright.)
Screw you, Mildred Yap.
Saturday, January 21, 2006
9:42 PM
Things to expect when your birthday falls on the day of a festive celebration :
1. You don't get to celebrate your birthday with friends because the festive celebration comes first and it'll probably be spent with their own families.
2. You get cheapskate people wishing you well for both occasions yet giving you the same angbao for the two occasions cuz they're those that kill two birds with one stone.
3. You won't be able to celebrate it one day before the actual date or one day after the actual date. The day before would be the EVE of the festive celebration, which is supposedly super important, and Day 2 of the celebration is important as well.
4. You spend your one day of happiness that should be spent the way you want it to, at your relatives' house with no one to talk to because of the variable age gap(between you and your cousins).
5. You end up watching re-runs on channel 5.
6. People won't remember your birthday because collecting ang baos is more important.
7. You can't have a party because that would just be plain dumb as no one would
come.
Ah, joy.
Friday, January 20, 2006
10:22 PM
Today was supposed to be a happy day. Sadly, the sad ending ruined it all.
History Class 7-8 period - I forgot to buy a red file for e-maths so I asked mariam if I could run down to the book shop and get it :
Nicole and I : Cher, I forgot to buy a file, can I run down and buy one? Very fast one.
Mariam : No, cannot. Just now you two told me that class was starting when I was about to go to the toilet, so I didn't go. So you can't either.
Nicole and I : One minute, very fast one.
Mariam : No, no. Cannot.
Nicole and I : Cher, we your friend lar. We run very fast one, one minute only.
Mariam : One minute? Okay go.
lol, and then we ran like mad laughing along the way at the " Cher, we your friend" part.
After School : The 7-Eleven Sec3 Cohort Assembly by some fat lady. Attendance was going to be taken.
Nicole : Eh, wanna pon not?
Me : Okay, we won't understand it anyway.
Talked to Mdm Ng -
Me : Lao shi, I have dental appointment at 1.30.
Ng : No no, you should have known about this earlier and should have changed it.
Me : But I didn't know about this until this week and I can't change the date anymore.
Ng : Then I want your parents' letter in my locker on Monday.
Me : T_T" Okay..
So in the end, we did go in. And boy, they said they were going to take attendance, but they DIDN'T. Fuck, so while they were fixing the OHP and all the teachers had their eyes on guo xi, me and Nicole picked our bags and ran. I think we got screwed cuz we heard people clapping and someone might have ratted on us. I think everyone in the auditorium saw us leave. urm.
We went to Parkway for lunch. The plan was to eat lunch, then go to East Coast to rollerblade, while teaching Natalie, and then go to some pasta place near the sailing club for dinner. BUT, it ended up like this. David, Shearen, Nicole, Imee, Wanfong, Sky, Nicholas go to the beach,Nat and I go for lunch because Nat's mom didn't allow her to learn rollerblading, for fear that I, Donna, would kill her while at it.
Nicole and I were walking around Parkway. We were at the directory stand and we both were leaning against the directory map, when I saw something that horrified me. I nudged Nicole, she gave the shocked expression and we ran away. Mind you, we were stretching our arms over the map. Guess who was reading the directory? It was NONE OTHER THAN the fat lady in the Auditorium, thank goodness she didn't recognise us. So, after that I went to Kalm's to get Nat's going away gift. And met Leonard, who gave me a 10% discount cuz his dad owned either Kalms Parkway or Kalms the Franchise. Nicole and I went to BK for lunch and Shearen joined after.
M.O.D(just know that M stands for Mother (x) came to parkway to pick up some dry cleaning and also to help me foot the bill for new year slippers. Then I dragged her to DP to get a blue polo shirt with inner piece. I<3it, here's where I think my mom rocks. Later, that's a different story.
Okay so we were outside PastaMania, joined by the whole group + M.O.D. . Nat wanted to eat Swensens cuz she wanted a Hot Fudge Sundae. SO, my mom gave me 50. Here's the part where I feel really guilty and then angry cuz she gets all pissy and bitchy. I spent 44 on Swensens because me and Nat really pigged out. M.O.D. got pissed cuz I spent about 100 on the slippers, polo T and dinner in total. Then, she gave me a lecture of how there's only ONE working parent in the family, blah blah blah. That I shouldn't hang with Nicole and the rest whose parents are doctors because I can't live up to that standard. Blah blah blah. That I should have exerted self-control and not order so much for myself since Nat ordered so much already. That I was irresponsible with money, and cannot be trusted anymore and that I have no sense of the value of money(I agree with this..). Here's the part where I think she sucks. I hate myself. I am such a lousy daughter. I, FORGOT, that it was my parents' wedding anniversary yesterday, and cuz my dad doesn't celebrate occasions, so my mom doesn't either(not in choice), and instead, I went to Aunt G.'s house to watch Memoirs of A Geisha with Natalie and left my mom alone at home. Fuck. I am such a bitch.
I hate my life. Period.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
6:43 PM
Fuck, I don't wanna go back to the clinic T_T I hate it I hate it I hate it. ): I think that particular nurse that injected me was a trainee or something, cuz it was extra painful >.< I think she poked me too deep. And now, the after feeling is horrible too, worse than previous visits. It hurts like omfg. Not like knife poking you pain, or cut pain, but irritating, uncomfortable pain. Sleeping didn't help. Someone kill me please or I'm gonna be an arsonist and burn down the damn clinic.
Monday, January 16, 2006
6:02 PM
Justin, please get well really soon and come back and be 3H's chairman, cuz I'm seriously gonna be spoiling your rep. Got scolded by Mildred Yap today for talking too much. ): Thankfully, she doesn't know that I'm vice chair or I think she'll pass some dry humour comment. School sucked as usual, moving on.
Jo, BE MY SHI FU(even though you're schizophrenic =x). Teach me how to play basketball. Today played basketball and Sky, Nicky, Cliff got put off by her.=/ She like, never missed a shot. Like, omggg. She's f-ing pro lar.. All so accurate one. Like more pro than Sky and Nicky at shooting. I need to learn how to play like that. I'm not good at basketball, boo..
Abby pang seh-ed me. Pang seh-ed me for her dear BOYFRIEND. I feel so offended. >=[ Always say I pang seh her for him but it's the other way around lor. We don't even go out much, so how can she say I pang seh her for him? ): Haiis. Irony. She goes out with him so often, now I'm jealous. Bah.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
11:51 AM
Yesterday - Friday the 13th/Abby's Birthday(lucky huh)/Seven Deadly Scenes Gig.
Okay, me mentioning friday the 13th doesnt mean that I am superstitious. Just that it's cool to think that most infamous and unluckiest day had arrived. Lol, we planned to celebrate abby's birthday after the gig. So, we went to Parkway to get a cake. At the cake shop, we figured that the cake wouldnt last unless it was in a fridge. Instead we bought a pastry/cake-ling(made up word ^^) and brought it to school where she was having her guides. Lol, we got shouted at. All of us, Wanfong, Imee, Shearen, Nicole,Nat got screamed at by DM. She was like, " Get OUT!" ): We're strangers in our own school. Basically cuz of us were wearing black and they were afraid of us =D
Took taxi to Ngee Ann Polytecnic. Did you know that Ngee Ann Polytecnic is located at Clementi? I didn't either, but it's freaking far.
The gig was.. okay. Except I hated the 3 scream-o bands that were playing. All together there were 7 bands, including David's. Scream-o bands do not turn people on, they sound like people who get punched in the stomach and are throwing up into the mike. No offence to those who support scream-os but that's what I think they sounded like. My Broken Lullaby was the only band that I could understand and knew what they were playing. My Writes' lead singer, the girl with the red ends, was good but a bit soft at the start. Their songs are very Death Cab For Cutie.
Today - English Test.
Fk lor.. Wake up at 6+ to be in school at 8 just to do a freaking essay. Don't they know people can't think when they've just woken up? We had to do our essays, me, ni, david cuz we were all absent on that day. Haha. And we had to do it in a class that was having oral, i mean , come on. You can't even hear yourself think with people talking. So we went outside to do, sat on the benches. Then the band came out. Nice timing lor.. Then they start playing their instruments, clapping hands dunnoe what crap, then talk so freaking loud. Then they put their stuff on the bench like we not there like that and start talking. I mean like, HELLO, CAN YOU SEE US? So we went back in, and wasted a lot of time shifting etc. If I fail this essay, I'm burning the band room =X
Thursday, January 12, 2006
6:21 PM
Yay, first time this new year to pon school. And it rocks man. Although I know clearly that today's english test, I really felt unwilling to go to school, so I didn't. (: I told my mom I was tired and didn't wanna go to school, and she said okay. Muahahaha. I have a great mom.
After that, wanted to call Nicole to pon cuz she said she wanted to pon the day before. Then, i realised that she didn't have her phone anymore. ): David ponned too, lol. Said so the day before as well. Lol, suppose to meet up for lunch but in the end didn't.
So, about the english test,if I want to get a re-test, must get MC right? My mom helped me plot my situation. Went to the downstairs clinic. The Situation - I had a slight fever last night. Woke up with a bad headache and flu. So I didn't go to school. =D
Okay so blah blah blah, I told the doctor. Then she was like, " Oh, you have fever and flu. You need MC cuz you didn't go to school today right? I'll write you an MC for two days. If you don't feel better, come back again." LOL, the fever was caused by the milo I drank before going to see the doct. Flu, I get flu everyday. =x I don't know whether I should use the MC for tomorrow. I'll see how first, lol. Can't wait for the gig tomorrow! yay.
P.S. Parkway is kinda becoming our third home already, eh? Go there everyday man >.<
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
12:36 PM
Sunday was fun, haha. Went to Changi Beach Club. Josh's uncle brought us there.We spent a lot, and it was all billed to him. =x Played like 6 rounds of bowling. Nat is a liar. She says she's not good at bowling but she kicked everyone's ass at it. Damn. Played a few rounds of pool. Lol, that was fun cuz there was this whiteboard, supposed scoreboard for pool but we used it to write dumb shit. x)"Nat's a pedophile." Muahaha. We had a nice dinner at the boardwalk theree. Thought we were going to pay for ourselves, so we ordered lots of food. Then, when we found out the uncle was paying the dinner bill too, we were like, oh crap, why did we order so much. I feel bad >.< Played badminton and squash after dinner. =D Didn't puke though.
Nat and I are evenly matched, hehx. She beat me at bowling, badminton. I beat her at pool, squash.
Monday. School again. T_T I don't look forward to school anymore. I had that concept during the holidays that when I went back to school I would be partially happy cuz I had my friends to make school less dreadful. Now,I hate everything they teach at school. The only times I feel happy are recess and after school. >.< I wanna drop A Maths. First lesson and I have absolutely no clue what the lady is talking about. Ada gives people pressure. She stands looking over you while you're trying to do a sum. Privacy, please. Every time she comes around, I get freaked out and do it wrong. Not that I don't get it wrong even when she's not around. A Maths makes me feel stupid...
Sunday, January 08, 2006
1:08 PM
Tennis yesterday was crap, bad day to play tennis. It was about to rain, and then we had to book the court otherwise they'd lock the stupid gate. Half an hour later, it rained on us and we had to stop ): Lol, went over to Kenny's to play Xbox (: Then, watched a dvd and dinner. At night, got scolded by my dad for staying up late. Wtf lor..it's a weekend and I can't even stay up..Like on normal school days I understand, but damn it, it's a freaking Saturday...
Going to Changi Beach Club later to play squash.Ltrs.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
6:54 PM
Fuck lar. My teachers hate me or something. I got picked on ALOT today.. Just my luck.
Yesterday, I got picked on by Ada Tan cuz of my nails and earrings. Okay lar, my nails were long so no excuse but I only have ONE earhole on each ear while others have what 3? And Ada Tan made me take them out and kept it. =/ Freaking unfair. Then she made me go buy a nail clipper. Worse part? She and Vincent Tan said my socks were too low. LIKE WTF. I PULL UP ALL THE WAY AND THEY'RE SCHOOL SOCKS. They want me to go buy new one like fuck lar, i so rich meh always buy new socks. Then TK socks still say so short, not my fault right. You blame the bookshop lar. Not me. Still want me to buy. Fuck lar.
TODAY, I got called on twice during Physics by Mrs Goh. Then, I got called on AGAIN during Chemistry by Mr Tan. " Why is gas pumped into tyres instead of solids or liquids?"-.- Mdm Mariam speaks so soft. I think my own grandmother could speak louder than her. I sit at the back, and all I could see was her gesticulating and her lips moving, but, no sound. Then, I got called on by Mrs Poon during English. LIKE WTH LAR. School sucks. I fking hate it. I wanna be homeschooled and don't ever wanna take O Levels, and play com every day and grow old that way. (:
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
9:15 PM
First day of school. And a horrid one to begin with. What with the attire checks, new class, new teachers, super long lectures. It so fking sucks. Period. It makes me pissed just thinking about how "great" the day went.
Silent treatment and stares really brighten up my day...
Sunday, January 01, 2006
6:16 PM
Happy New Year to all. May all your resolutions come true. New Year marks the start of a new year, and a new school term. boohoo.
Last night was spent at Uncle Larry's place. Josh, Ken, Daryl, Nat and I were playing with sparklers! Yes, very mature huh? I think so too. They made countless attempts to make a rocket that would lift off the ground, and I daresay they failed each and every time. Aw.
Today had lunch at Ashley's. I love his wall omg. It's so cool. I wanna spray paint my wall in graffiti too! His friends were cool. All the rock band people. Gawd, they're like following the Click Five hair style, nicee. Played Blackjack in the room while listening to Ashley's collection(1000+ songs. he downloads albums =/). Ashley became banker, and after 4 rounds, he lost 35 bucks. The bet is a dollar per game. How do you lose that much money? Ashley sucks as a banker. Then, Christopher, Kim, Adrian, Paul became bankers. Chris lost, Kim won, Adrian lost, Paul won. Hmm..I won like 5 bucks. ): That's sad. Later, going over to Uncle Larry's again. Play cards! I need to earn my extra allowance. Have a very happy new year! (:
